sianz...

2005-06-29T07:18:00.000-07:00

i moved. u wont find me animore!!!

2005-03-14T05:05:00.000-08:00

grey looks sadd...hahax..nvm...long time nv use grey lerhxx...
todae went for banddd...listened to other bands for 3 hours...some of the songs quite nice...hahaxx...then got scldin aft listenin..dun wana tok abt it...
then went to singp again cos i m suppose to have tuition todae..not suppose to go too far...n i forgot to bring my keys....had to wait downstairs lohxx...hahax...
read kane n abel for the aftnoon...stil cant finish...stil have about half of the book...aft dat maybe readin da vinci code...yteng loves it i haven read it since i bought it...hahaxx
im boredd...n i have alot of projects to do for tis holodae lohxxhow to dooo...everydae got to go back to sch somemore...haixxx

regarding rubberband...its gettin worst....
i saw more abt it todae...n it truly suuxxx!!!!!!
the material is even suckier n sucky material used its bigger now...hahax...its confusing...nvm...hahaxx...im siaoooooooooooooooooo

i jux wana get rid of tis rubberband...its either i leave it or im goooing to make it better!!!haixxxxx

tis suxxx

2005-03-07T04:16:00.000-08:00

oi!!!stupid com...pp publishin the post then got prob!!!!stupid com1!!!!boo!!!

ookkok..can lerhx...todae suppose to be happi dae...had a goooodd sart..hahax.n im veh siao todae..dun believe go ask amanda n y10g...llolx

okok...wat did i post jux now...let me tink first..

okok...tml suppose to bring then doggie n bookie for cass...
then wwat else..oh yarhx...goin to may's house on thurs to do the iritatin pubspeakin!!!boooo!!!canot even do indi lohxx!!!!tml goin to get back mani mani papers...i have to be mentally prepared dat i wil not do veri well...
look at my eng larhx...so lan lerhx..tthen h.chi is lik dun need to say i noe i nv do well...al becos of the summmary!!!haixxxxxxxxxxxxx...

aft wat hapened be4 assembly n lunch.i tot abt the rubberband tingy again...so far de hua..onli puttit n "daryl" noes wat is rubberband...hehexx
its a secret...lalala~
okok...its realli scaryyyyyyyyy..but i have no choiceeeeeeee...
i love the design of the rubberband but not the material used to make the rubberband...i tink onli the 3 of us will understand tis stupid ting larhx..but realli...i DUN lik the materialll but i love the design...haixxxxx

countdown:19 more practices to syf!!!

2005-03-05T05:21:00.000-08:00

omg!!!its such a news manxx!!!but now its lik onli 3 pp noe??lolx...so cool!!!
okok...relac lerhxx
now its lik...so confusin....
wo dao di shi yao zhen me yang ne??????
pp who went to eat will noe larhx..the handfone ting n the u noe...4 pp..aiya..shhh
ok...m i suppose to realise i did sth wrong frm dat???im confused..but wat mistake did i make?all i did was to let her noe...haixx
im stil afraid of rubberbanddd..its so dangerous lohxx...it hurts...realli hurtxx
='(
woahhh...tis post sounds so depressin ritex?i got no choiceee...haixxx
hahaxxxxxxxx...
im afraid of dat rubberband n im afraid dat dat msg has got a hint in it.... i m suppose to realise sth.bt its jux dat i cant find aniting!!!shud i jux go to "him"n ask "him"??

haixx

suan lerhx barhx...

i shall jux take it lik there is not suppose to be ani hints...lolxx

2005-03-04T06:40:00.000-08:00

i tink o gettin anti rubberband soon...i found so much abt it.i realised that it is so dangerrous n scary.if someone takes a rubberband n shoot it behind u...it realli hurtx...but dat person wont noe...hahax...rubberbands n so scaryyyy...they are stretchable n painful once it hits u...i got hit mani times n dats y i noe so much...rubberbands are dangerous.beware!!
todae i found out mani tings...someone told me...n i realise sometiimes i shud realli be antisocial n keepquiet...
went to band juxnow...so happi...lik veh long nv plae my bassoon lerh lohx...got a new reed...n tis reed is lik so difficult to plae loud...i tink maybe becosd its too new..lolxx
common test finally over.,..yayyy..buden more are to come...stil got syf lohx n also theory exam...boohoohoo...
okiexxxx..................................................................................................
gota get gold for syf yahh???hahaxx
dat dae went sch.then its lik..st.hilda's so proooo
hahaxx...it was then dat i spoilt my reed larhx
heex

im boreddd...
im realli afraid of gettin near to rubberbands...therefore also pp wif mani rubberbandssssssss

rubberbands
rubberbands
rubberbands
rubberbands
rubberbands
rubberbands
rubberbands

2005-02-24T05:42:00.000-08:00

long time nv blogg lerhx..nowadaes everytime say wana study also canot study...so distacted derhx...
im so lost...shud i jux tell her...oh not her...them or shud i jux ren3 n carry on with all these tortures..
hahxx...nvm.suan lerhx...
okiexx...i gota start studyin manx...so slack derhxx
how can ritex..aiyo..realli gota start lerhx
mon alredy haveee ct...then tues got e s'pore conference hall tingyyy...

nowadaes i realli tink whether i did the rite ting...n i certainly dun believe in time management..its crapp.even if there is sth lidat...it is difficult to do lohx!!!sux...

stil lookin for songs to put into my shuffle...stupid jac go lend my cd to her frens then nv return...idiot!!!!!i realli hate her alot at times...

suan lerhxx..............................................................................
got no mood to study...shud go slp barhx...
buaixxx

2005-02-14T06:34:00.000-08:00

now i got no more mood to study lerhx.they are usin my tqable to put all the joss paper so i could onli study on my bed.tml got history test then im suppose to be studyin buden while studying dat idiot kept coughing n smsin.all the sound she made kept distracting me n now she tinks she is in the right...lolx...dats the way an idiot tinks...

i jux realise dat i own no place of tis house at all...
im not suppose to appear aniwhere here...
im considered a stranger lohxx...

realli cant study now...cant...
haixx

2005-02-11T05:13:00.000-08:00

yoxx..todae got sch..aiyo...its jux lik 1 dae...cant they jux let us have fun for one more dae...bleahxx..
went back to mbs aft sch then aft dat may came my house...
then we play wif xiongii n tok while listenin to songs...then tok tok tok...hahax
tok alot of tings larhx...tok until lik 6 when she was suppse to reach home at 5...lolx...but she jux told me in the end the dinner cancelled cos the restaurant nv open..lolxx
we shud have tok longer larhx...i veh long nv had such conversations lerhx...especially wif may...but its lik everytime she come my house we will tok abt all tis derhxx..hahaxx

wah laux.dat woman said DAT abt us?!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE HER!!!BUT I CANT HATE HER!!!LOLX..
i m siao but i got no choice.how can sth i lik so much be insulted or even discriminated by such an idiot lik her?!!!
yewww...

the tot of her words jux make me feel lik scldin her...even to give her a slap...i dun mind.=(((

suan lerhx..no mood to blogg..buaixx!!!

2005-02-07T23:40:00.000-08:00

its lik new year lohx.then once i reach home u started scldin me.i mean hu will eat lucnh at 10 am larhx...i onli reach at abt 1215 lohx...she u scldscldscld.wah laux...then now u also scld.cant i jux do the tings i lik for a few daes.mus u always spoil my fun?!
suck lohx...
aniway.dad say we r not suppose to slp tonite...i dun tink can dun slp siax...hehex...i'll c...mos prob later playin monopoly n poker...yeah!!!buden she will sure scld again derh lohx...nvm.i shall not giv a damn..

gues wat?!i lost the bet.n i owe yixiang a meal...hehex...bt im stil happi for myself larhx...lalala~~

went home withe y teng cos amanda went to her pri sch then may went out with the band pp to waste time n to find out y the reason for gena they all not in i tink.she looked so anxious to noe everyting siax...lolxx

got alot of hwwwww.!!bt im not goin to do for the time bein.hehexx
mic dressed ziongii up cos later got visitors comin.he's so cute lohx!!!hahax...

i siaoxx!!!

gtg lerhx

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

2005-02-06T02:14:00.000-08:00

yoxx..todae i come online in the evening cos i leavin the nite for hw n studying for sc. test tml.lolxx
todae nth much hapened.i tink i saw the hui xin n hui ling n the mum when i was on the bus when it passed by the ubi bus stop.sudenly rem all the tings wich hapened when we were in co....mis wanjing lohx!!!lolxx
tose times were fun...bt band is also fun...llolx

jux decorated the table with my puzzie n bear...its all actualli mic n mum de idea larhx.i decided to keep it plain lohx...bt im in need of a desk lamp especially in tis dark n gloomy room...lolxx

goin to miss band for a week siaxx..maybe can go on thurs.lolxx

nth much to blog abt...aniway...mum agreed to let me buy blades!!!yeah!!!nxt time aft band on sat can go ecp lerhx...lalala~lolxx

gtg lerhx...buaixx...
i stil wan the promise lohx!!!

2005-02-05T06:39:00.000-08:00

i hate smokers lohx!!!duno wich idiot everydae buy the cigarettes for my dad then he actualli quit lerhx then now i tink he one dae buy 1 packet lohx.
i cant stand them smokin lohx.its so smelly n disgustin.if he stil continue lodat.i tink somedae we will quarrel derhx.haixxx...cant stand the disgustin smell larhx!!!
went out aft band.had tutorials at 3rd flr of cca block...so cool!!!bt scarie...lolx..be4 dat every1 n tutors were told to go lt.then mr wong assign parts.seriously...i dun tink dat ____ lohx..lolxx
then went pp aft theory lesson.ate bk todae.les was with us then we actualli came up with a tirck wich made may n me so guilty.bt i cant care much abt it lerhx.we were all so iritated by dat lohx.bt it seemed to be ok in the end larhx...went pet shop also.dun have ani veh cute derhx.hehex...i stil love 1575 lohx!!!i miss my 1575!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wahh.jux now mum n dad FINALLY went to buy the tables for mic n me lohx.
its unfair cos the last few years i everytime tel them i wan they nv buy then mic jux told them 3 daes ago n todae they were lik immediate reaction n go n buy lohx...haixxx.dun care.dun care.dun care.
the more i look at the f^^^^^^ packet of cigarettes beside me i more i feel lik throwin it down the building lohx.its disgustin!!!argh!!!n tis room stinks of the cigarettes smoke.i cant stand all tis animore!!!shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i tot we were supose to go out wif liyan todae.bt we were not informed abt aniting.aiyarhx.tose kind of ^^^ is lidat derhx.lolx

duno y so mani kind of ###^^^* exist lohxxxxxx.especially the person hu didnt keep the promise!!!haixxhaixxhaixx'''''he definitely suck!!!

sorie if tis post is too vulgar bt i cant stand all tis tings animore!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-02-04T07:01:00.000-08:00

had audi todae.at least its finally over lerhx...
bt...y they feel dat tuition is sooo much more important than band lehx?!
i dun understand lohx.jux becos of tuition i have to troublee pp to walk there n open the gate if im late??!!!
suan lerhx.they wont understand lohx.n its so unfair.its obvious dat @#$%^&*...suan lerhx
suan lerhx.suan lerhx.suan lerhx.
i realli lik givin up lerhx.mus al tis realli turn out to be lidat?!
tml early in the morn gota wake up for tuition.then hope can go out wif liyann in the aftnoons larhx..bt i dun tink she wil alow lohx...=(
suan lerhxxxxxx
hope dat wat i was told by ^^ is true barhxxxx.i hope dat its true for sososososo manymanymany reasons.
im scared n once again i need dat promise to be here...
bt.it'll nv be here animore.it onli lasted for tose 2 weeks.i hope dat person didnt even tel me abt tis promise...at least al tis wont be hapenin lohx...
i dun understand y my mum dun understand about all the passion.i need her understandin abt all tis bt i gues she wont be bothered by me.everytime my sis wil show her the yr book then she wil read lik its veh interestin lidat.bt ytd when i showed her mine she was lik"im not so free to read larhx"
its so unfair...bt suan lerhx!!!i alreadi give up on all tis kind if stufs lerhx.i cant be bothered by their attitude lohx.
im boreddd...then in 3 mins time im sure mum wil cum out n scld me again n nag at me to off the com bt i onli use for lik 10 mins??!!
suan lerhxx...
blogg nxt time barhx.
nitexx...

2005-02-03T04:53:00.000-08:00

ok....didnt have audi dat dae!!!yeah!!!bt...tml!!!shit!lolx...its damn scary lohx...
im scared n i stil need dat promise to be there...bt its no longer there lohx.
lolxxx
tml actualii got chin hist test be cos got the cny rehearsal so tml no hist test!!!yeah!
bt gt chi larhx...n its scaryyy...hehex...
everyting seems to be scary to me lohx...
listenin to pagan now.lalala~
todae had the rehearsal n i tink i wasted my life...erm...dats wat they always say larhx...hehex
gota go study lerhx...
gd luck to myself,lihui,kangrong,chessia,grace n chloe!!!yeah!!!
ok.im siaox...yeahyeahyeahhhhh
buaixx..
i want dat promise!!!

2005-02-01T06:02:00.000-08:00

good luck to myself if there is audition for me tml!!!also to my sectionmates!!!(IF THERE IS AUDITION FOR US TML)

2005-02-01T05:55:00.000-08:00

im scared.cos maybe tml havin audi...lolxxx...omg..im goin craziii...
shitshitshitshitshitshitshit!!!
i wished dat person kept his promise bt i dun tink dat promise is on animore...its overrrrr lerhxxxxxxx...no more promise lerhxx...
PAGAN!PAGAN!PAGAN!
i listen so mani times lerhx...bt i tink im of course not "beta" than yteng larhx...
went for meetin n indi todae...practices a lil bit onli...cos got no mood n i tink im sort of a lil bit sick barhx...believe me...it wil get worst...
jux finished my eng hw...gota study later...for all the tests approaching!!!
sianxx!!!
im stressed!!!!!!!!
iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii nnnnnnnnnneeeeeEEEEEdddddddddd ***************************************!!!

boo!!!im crazy lerhx...beta go study lerhx...
oh yarhx...i tink the "kuseng!!!" finished painting my whole house by HIMSELF!!!he rox!!!so li hai!!!so fast!!!so nice!!!yeah...
"kuseng rox"
my he made my house stinnk of nippon paint...lolxx

im siao...
im goin to cry soon...cos im listenin to the "crying song"
lalala~

2005-01-24T05:49:00.000-08:00

i m breakin the new yr resolution again!!!its has jux been 20 over daes aft new yr n i boke it twice lerhx!!!
bt i realli cant help it...i cant help myself not to hate of dislik *^* lohx...haix...bt im realli disapointed frm the attituse of tis person lohx...i tot tis person quite gd derhx.then its lik i nv dislik *^* be4 at all...bt its lik...y mus *^* have tis kind of sucky attitude towards me...haix...dun care larhx.i shud jux ignore n *^* n forget all abt tis tings lik i nv known *^* be4.
jux finished research on mechanical toys n meaning of vocab...tml got ting xie...i haven learn.goin to learn aft i finish bloggin...
nth much to blog lerhx...tml gota go watch the stupid opera show...SIANX!!!
bt i can go out aft dat!!!yeah!!!lalala~

erm.im supose to be unhapi now.y sudenly so happi...lolxx..
dun care...
i cant stand *^* attitude animore!gota ren3!!!haixxx
haix
haix
haix

2005-01-19T05:44:00.000-08:00

im starting to hate blogger!!!wated my time to type out 1 long passage then the whole web hang!wah lauxx!!!

todae not veh gd mood...becos of the wat wat ting larhxx

im startin to realise that DAT person is lik using me???
its so obvious bt y didnt i realise...

ok...another 1 is "D"!!!she sux!!!
i wasnt told aniting abt wat she was doin then she took n all give her frens...im lik the onli 1 in the grp who dosent noe aniting abt wat she did...
then she push the results to me!!!then its lik meanin the other pp can jux finish the ** n nth else while i got to do tis!!!wah laux!!!I HATE HER!!!
buden luckily i got gd grp mates...they helpin me...not lik her...

not dat i wana hate ani1 larhx...buden u c lohx...

shitshitshit...
my life suxxx!!!
i suck
suck
suck
suckk
suckk
suckk
suckk
suckk!!!
haixhaix
haixxxx

2005-01-19T05:03:00.000-08:00

todae...i tink its a bad dae larhx...didnt laugh alot either...haix...its all becos of the wat wat larhx...

ehh...im startin to realise dat DAT person is using me!!!bt i also not quite sure...the feelin i get frm wat DAT person does is so fakee!!!now i realise...im goin to dao DAT person lohxxx!!!i dun care le larhxx!!!IDIOTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid "d" also lohx...she nv inform me aniting then its jux lik all the "bad" tings ask me to do....she take all the gd derhxx
so unfair...she tink she is the leader or sth lidat lohx!!!booooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bt i promised not to hate or watevaa ting ritex...
fine!!!i will jux waitt!!!

bt i dun understand y there are stil tis kinda of pp on tis world lohx...

1 is lik use me(li4 yong4 ren2).1 so bu yao lian...1 so iritating!!!

wag lauxx..
my life suxxx
i suck!!!!!!!
sux
sux
sux
sux
sux
sux
sux
sux
sux
sux
sux
suxxxx
SUXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haixhaixhaix...sorie dat im abit too mad now!!!cum back later!!!

2005-01-17T05:43:00.001-08:00

my com got some probs then i gota type all over again...haixx...
finish my hw lerhxx
sianx...tml got frc agaim...gota wake up earli AGAIN...HAIXXXXXXXXXX
i dun feel lik wakin earli...cos duno y todae veh tired lohx...
die lerhx larhx...tis morn i walked in the rain again...lolxx

SIANXXX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i desperately needs some entertainment now manxx
im so boreddd...ermm...i tink im sort of runnin an errand manx...askin her n askin there...lolxx...

waste msgggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im wastin my precious msggg away by sendin bo liao tingss

sianxx...okiex...yteng kept stressin pp around by tellin them wat 9 more daes wat shit larhxx...aiyooo...yteng stop stressin pp larhx...scary siaxx...im goin to kill u if u say it again...then pls stop tokin abt the "u noe wat" packet drinks...aniway...EEYOORE TO AMANDA!!!hahax..amanda realli veh poor ting huh?everyting kana bullied by us...hehex...bt i dun care...todae i bullied by them on my way home lohx...=(

dun wana blogg lerhxx...buhbuaixx

lurve uu
lurve uu
lurve uu
lurve uu
lurve uu

2005-01-16T06:33:00.000-08:00

im back again...aft finish hw n after jac come home...todae dosent seem to be veh nice also...

feel so tired aft doin all the work...then i tink jac came home when i was bathin...then its lik....once i step out of the bathroom..mum was lik....dun let ur sis cum in i want to slp...then i noe later sure sth hapen derhx...then aft jac bathe mum came out n tok to her...then they ended up quarelling then jac say wana move out then mum was lik.,..ok lohx...if u wan u can leave now...i dun give a damn...then end lerhx...aft a while mum came out again n she went to chack the washin machine...then gues wat?
its my turn to get scldin frm them...its lik..THEY ARE SO RIDICULOUS!!!she didnt even tel me to wash the clothes then she jux started scldin me for not washin then dad also scld say wat i nv help them do the tings...bt its lik I DID LOHX!!!
when wil they ever appreciate aniting i do for them...haixx...
they dun tink abt wat hapened in the morn n wat hapened durin the holidaes...i do all the tings for them n tis is wat i get jux becos they are tired n pissed off wif jac?im jux some1 hu is lik a maid to them n get scolded by them???
if its lidat...then i rather be the 1 they n mad wif...wont it be beta?
suan lerhx...

im tired lerhxx
buaixx
nitexx

2005-01-16T02:24:00.000-08:00

yozzie.todae is okae larhx.cos i finally found out sth.sth wich i didnt realise lohx...lolxx
now doin hw.got tons of hw..n...gota bring xiong down now...so hang on a min blog!!!
okiex...cum back lerhx....n got pissed by mic!!!i cant stand her lohx...canot understand english derhx!!!

okiex...i have been tinkin of wat to write for the journal for lik 2 hours...n i tot dat i shud jux anihow write some fake details...haix...nth hapen then how to write lohx...so stupid derhxx...somemore can put foto...y wil i go n take foto for the 1st 2 weeks of sch reopen lehx?wah lauxx...

had piano n it was ok...i had to rush to buy present then rush to my dad's car n waited n waited outside the stinki place then we went to eat at tis restaurant near may's house...then jac whole dae not comin wif us cos got some STUPID misunderstandin again bt not wif me...then dad was lik ALMOST STOP my piano lohx...boohoohoo...i wont give up halfway unless reallirealli canot learn lerhx...

did maths jux now...left wif chi compo n the journal ting...haix...gott no mood to do hw siax...hu wil be lik sk n do until so shuang...hahax...siaosiao derhx...

feel lik slpin now siax...bt its onli lik 6.45...hahax...

n i tink i willllllllllllllllll.MAYBE will

wel...everyting is fine FOR ME todae...bt not the others...its sure fine for xiongii cos he has tis kind of free n joy kind of life...hahax

i beta go do my journal lerhx...if i can...i'll com back n blog later!!!
=p

xionggiied
xionggiied
xionggiied
xionggiied
piggeed
darrrred
boredd
boredd
boredd
haix
haix
haix

2005-01-15T05:22:00.000-08:00

heyx...for duno wat reason...i have been coughin n coughin for veh long...drink water dosent haelp n eatin my sweet also dosent help...haix...gues i wont be able to slp tonitexx...im boredd...doin geo now...

ermm..

i've been tinkin n i tink dat maybe perhaps

hahax...

duno wat i tokin...
im chattin wif no1 cos chessia is gone...

les not online also...bt i noe she went to the rooftop jux now...wow...can u imagine bein there at nitex n watchin the stars...oh manx!!!
wahhh...its so great to be somewhere lik the beach now!!!sudenly remember dat dae class bbq...we were sittin on the beach watchin the ships...enjoying the view the sound n the wind...wowww!!!
can we have the bbq noww??

im feelin down...
realli feelin down...for no reason!!!omg!!!im siao lerhx!!!

now im alone at home...its rare to be alone at home at THIS time...its abt 9.30 i gues...though its earli bt...its jux rare...
watched tv jux now...so touched manx...luckily i got the vcd...bt i gues i'll onli watch it durin the nxt holidae barhx...
i watch le also wish for tose kind of life they have...

feelin horrible now...i tell u horx!!!i hate gettin sick manx!!!my new "new yr resolution":not to get sick!!!

i hate the stupid geo wb lohx!!!!so greennyyy!!!

i hate the stupid glas of water on tis table...i hate the notebook...i hate the pencilcase...i hate the set of notes beside my geo book!!!i hate the mosquito dat keeps on fliyn around....i hate the speaker in front of me i hate tis com screen...i hate the msn conversations!!!!i hate the chair im sittin on!!!i hate everyting near me now!!!!!!!!!i hate my handfone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!y no messaage...y they dun let me have the 900 frre msg de plan...i hate 600 free msg...!!!!!!

wahh...luckily i dun hate ani1 for the time bein...i remember its my "resolution"

wowww...i wish dat that "someone" is here lohx...i wish dat im not at home now!!!i wish dat im not doin hw now...i wish dat im not in front of tis com bt somewhere else...im so boredd!!!

oops...they com back lerhx...

dun care...
i continue to blog...duno y these few daes i love bloggin huh?!
oh yarhx...i noe!!!cos i need to tel some1 abt all some tings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!bt first i need dat some1 to tel me abt the ting dat is kept secret until now...for soo long lerhx...

well...i wish they haven com home..cos once my mum cum home...i needa do tings for her buden i dun wan to do...
haix
haix
haix
haix
haix...

2005-01-14T05:08:00.000-08:00

woww...im realli "shakened" by wat they did...i gota learn frm them manx...wahh...me wana cry lerhx...the more i tink abt tis prob the more i wana cry...bt i shant cry over tis!!!lolx...its jux wat they did to be filial...
well...im realli abit confused now...i tink i realli ^^ lerhx...aiyo...tis is so rare...hahax...reallirealli...bt im afraid to noe the truth cos i dun have the feelin dat tis ting is lik real lohx...aiyo...so confused...dun care le larhx!!!i shal jux wait for the truth to be revealed...
kiex...todae got LOADS of hw...tis is wat make my heart sink...tis means dat these few daes maybe canot cum online lerhx...boohooohoo...aiyo!!!i hate hw!!!
now im tryin to blog everydae bt i tink i wont be able to suceed due to my lazines to blog...lolx
todae combined so sianx...mr wong tried to improve the ticotico melody then we had break!!!yeah!!!lolx...then aft dat go back in lerhx...tico again then eurobeat disney medley then chinese spring overture...hahax...okok larh ...jux at the start abit sianx...
i got no mood to do hw now...maybe i wil do n sms at the same time later...then can prevent frm sendin too mani msg...
dat dae i tot of settin some "goals"...well...all i want is to practice.mug.n have fun!!!
i decided to accept every1's different character...so dat i wont hate larhx.dislik larhx all tose stupidstupid dumb tings...i tried doin al these since the start of the yr...bt it turned out not so gd...
AND...MAY!!!CAN U STOP ASKIN ME THE SAME QUESTION EVERYDAE???!!!im gettin sick n tired of pp askin me the same question everydae...lolx...
ok...dun feel lik bloggin lerhx...
buaix...
love xiongii...
love band...

2005-01-13T01:28:00.000-08:00
heyx...im sianx...duno y every1 say i look so moody...did i?well...maybe im realli feelin down...bt i duno y...aiyo...i siaosiao lerhx...
i realli regretted tellin ** abt dat ting lohx...dat is the reason y i hate tellin her my secrets...sometimes onli some pp can keep secrets beta...i gues...i wont tel ** animore of these tings lerhx...tellin her wil onli make her misunderstand everyting...haixx...
suan lerhx...i wonder y i can stand tis person so much...i mean...if i am realli ME...i wont be able to stand her lohx...n i jux realise dat every1 misunderstood sth else...
erm...i gues these are gettin abit confusin...well...i hope some1 wil be here to noe al tis manx!!!haixx
i dun fell lik doin aniting now...jux wana forget the past...forget all the dislik n hates tings...
haixx

2005-01-08T05:12:00.000-08:00
todae got cca orientaton...we didnt hit the target...haixx....now im bloggin doin hw n chattin...duno y bad mood siax...feel so iritated by some idotic tings...i left my file wif jiaqi...so i wont get to sightread the chinese new year ting...went to pp jux now wif chessia yteng amanda charisa may jiaqi...we ate pasta AGAIN!!!hahax...sat there tokin for quite long...hehexx
then they go pet shop i go buy food for mic they all..so i went kfc then sudenly hongting n yaozong appeared...lolx...scary...then for "some reasons"wich i canot specify.i started laughin wif jiaqi...hehex...secret huh?!
then aft dat went to look for them then i told them we forgot to buy gummies so we went back to pp to minitoons to buy gummies then we went home...
the first ting wich hapened when i reach home was bad...they blame me for goin home late n al tose tings...i realli hate these tings lohx...y can other pp go home late n go out n al dat...when i have to reach home early n then get a scldin frm these pp...iritatin manxx!!!!SICKENIN!!!haixx...
sianx...watch tv...todae's episode so nice...touchin sian...:"(boohoohoo
yteng!!!show ur face now!!!i need to laugh!!!i tink onli amanda n yteng wil understand y i sae tis...
lurvee banddd

2005-01-04T05:17:00.000-08:00
im back...duno y bt sudenly saddened alott...haix...
maybe im jux xtra there n iritating to her?
hahax.she sudenli lidat...wat shud i do?
haixxxxx...
i miss liyannn
i miss everyting last year!!!
i hope i didnt noe tis person lohx!!!wont it be beta?
wont my life be betaif i didnt noe her?..
hahax.suan lerhxx

2005-01-04T04:56:00.000-08:00
heyxx.paiseh worx...i've been lazi to blogg durin the holidaes...its the 2nd dae of sch todae...everyting was fine...nth bad larhx...jux dat there dun seems to be ani sec1 interested to joni band lohx...all of them love guzheng instead...lolx...bt hu noes??hehex...
bt onli 4 sec1 turnedup for the audition lohx...its was lik quite disapointing for amanda...hahax..in case u r wondering how i noe...she told me...lolx.
sc was borin...i felt lik slpin lohx...chi also boring...others r stil ok...wahhh...todae i noe so mani secrets all of a sudden.hahax...so sianx...jux finished hw...n m so exhausted...i tikn i'll slp earli todae...hahax...bt duno y i hate slpin early...the feelin is sucky...i told may sth.n we were lik discusin whether its true lohx...bt may!!!i more i tink abt it the more i feel dat its not true!!!so i dun believe!!!i take it as he was jokin,,,hahax...
im so boredd now...sch is gettin so tiring...n i left my fone at home todae!!!haix...i was so boredd without my fone wif me in sch lohxx.now i noe how to control me bill if i sms too much...u chus jux leave my fone at home...hahax...
i needa go do sometings lerhx.buhbuaix...

2004-12-12T06:09:00.000-08:00
heex...i juz realise the doggie in my blog's pic look lik xiongiii...so...heex...veh cute ritex!!!??
hahaz...tml goin out wif may n amanda...to do hw...hahax...im so sianx....i juz tot of the books i can use for book review...duno whether can finish on time anot lehx...stil gt so much work to do...unless i cheong tis few daes larhx...maybe stil got hope to go out...
aiyo...i hate the life now lehx...everydae dun feel lik doin work then lik living for nth...wate time lidat...bt realli dun feel lik doin aniting but go out n plae marhx...die le die le...
sianx...lookin for some nice songs...can find yet...
todae spent alot of money...bought mani tings....i realise dat i spend alot of money on sundays lehx...canotcanot...mus save money...hahax...
duno wat to do...i'll go find...buhbuaix...oh yarhx...
stil canot plae maple...sian siaz...mus be my lag com again larhx...hahaz...
buaiz....

2004-12-08T01:38:00.000-08:00
heyz...xiong is here!!!hahaz...so happi...bt actualli...i prefer to have bobbi back larhz...cos i watched him grow up marhx...as for xiong i tink he is around 5 yrs old lerhx...n now i tink he looks quite sad...cos he saw my uncle walk away juz now...they mus also b sad ritex...its juz lik bobbi bein taken away frm us...we were onli wif bob for 2 yrs n xiong had been wif them for 5 yrs...it mus be worst for them...aniwae...xiong looks lik bobbi lohz...same derhz...hahaz...bt actuaali...more cute larhz...more fluffly...heex...
so sianx...i created a new acc for maple then now maple stil canot plae...wats their prob larhz...aiyo...wah...ytd went mac herad i dream...juz now go shoppin also heard i dream...wahwah...lolz...the song is nice larhz...lolz...
feelin so sianx...cant plae maple...haiz...no1 online to chat wif me...maybe i shud go plae wif xiong...hahaz...
oh yarhz...the exam was ok larhz...examiner is DAMNDAMNDAMN tall lohz...hahaz...almost hit the ceiling n he llloooveeesss coffee...lolz
gtg lerhz..buhbuaiz...

2004-12-06T06:22:00.000-08:00
heyz...i'll be havin piano exam on wed n mum dosent alow me to go band so far...im so sianz...sianz...al i can do is to rot at home...use com lohz...cos i lazi to do hw...sianz...thurs wil be havin sectionals so i have to go band...hope mum wil alow...hahaz...fri gota go baq for theory...heex...im feelin so sianz...tired...n needin some1 here to accpmpani me...juz feelin too lonely...hapi ting ia...xiong is goin to cum over...xiong is bob'sdaddy...heex...for a few yrs...actualli...
im not sure whetehr im hapi or not hapi to hear dat he comin...mmy 1st reaction was yeah!!!got dog again!!!bt somehow i dun feel hapi aft dat...duno y...maybe im juz siao lerhz...or maybe i prefer xiong to be bobbi...hahaz...no matter wat ..i stil love dogs larhz...hahaz...
so sianx...i hate holidaes!!!
hahaz...im juz craziziiiiiiiiiiiii...
sianx...no1 chat wif me...hahaz
i'll go find some1 then...so sianz....buhbuaizzzzzz...

2004-12-02T05:19:00.000-08:00
heyzzz....hahaz...so sianz now...chattin wif mr teddy bear...not much pp online...sianz...may leavin tml morn...sianz...both may n amanda pangseh me...no1 wil go home wif me on sat lerhz...boohoo:(
wonder how is dear amanda doin now in hongkong...may is sure gettin ready to FLLLYYYY tml...diaoz...hahaz...dats y she is not online...sianz...i gonna miss them...i wil get soooo bored without them...hahaahaaahaaaaaaazzzz.......
sianz...now listenion to the songs ted sent me...quite nice though...hahaz...
went for qm meetin todae...it was ok...aft dat may bought lunch for me...then we did indi...
took taxi...share among may naomi jiaqi n me...
so reached home earli...nth much lerhz...
sly didnt win s;pore idol...sianzzzz...hahaz...dun care larhz...nth to sad abt...its not the results dat matters marhz...hahaz..okiex...i go chat lerhz...buhbuaiz...

2004-11-29T05:43:00.000-08:00
heyz...long time nv blog lerhz...i reached s'pore 5.30am yesterdae...hahaz...then at around 7 sth i veh sian...so sms pp...bt no1 replied till 9 sth...cos the dae be4 stil gt band camp....i guess every1 were slpin...went online...chat wif yixiang...for quite long...eh...he told me abt band camp n al dat...had quite an interestin conversation larhz...
went for band todae...FINALLY!!!aft 8 daes...i finally plae my dear bassoon again!!!hahaz...may went wif me...we waited for steph bt in the end y teng came 1st...no1 opened the door...we had to do it ourselves...took the key n we sabo dar...hahaz...we wrote her name there n y teng forged her signature...heex...we r so bad huh?=P
practiced n wanted to go home at 6 cos mum wanted me to reach home earli for some reasons...in the end amanda snow n charisa turned up...then amanda wanted me to wait cos she sae we can take taxi home...ended up her dad was bringin her out so i had to go home wif may...to0k 197...15 didnt cum so i managed to hail a cab n dropped may off halfway...lalalala~
becos of some reasons i tot abt the ting i read yesterdae n realised dat maybe its realli true dat im juz ^^^^^^....so sad...how can lidat derhz...y didnt she turn up lehz juz becos of dat reason lehz...may she feels dat ^^^^^...hahaz...nvm...im juz imaginin...it may not be true aft all...hahaz...
heard abt al e band camp de tings...funni abt tose nite walk der tings...lolz...poor may n yixiang gota do report...so ooooooo cham...lolz...realli missed out al e fun lerhz...
managed to give out presents todae...had a good time wif the buublegums n may...lolz...also had a gd time in qm room n the pinic bench outside...heex...its a secret abt wat we did...
diaoz...sooooooooooo sianz........................
i tink i go n chat lerhz...
buhbuaiz...
wished i didnt read tose tings...
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2004-11-11T06:12:00.001-08:00
heyz...long tim env blogg lerhz...hahaz...cos i sorta gettin tired of blogging lerhz.....im now playin maple storie...budden cos use too much magic then mp not enough so mus wait till hela 1st then i go hit tose grren cuties...so sianz now...dun feel lik chattin so decided to blog...bt actualli also nth much to blog...these few daes is alwaes goin damn early to sch then go band then practice...6 oclock then go home...then wil buy food n eat then go home wif li hui amanda jia qi n may...tis is the usual ting i do these few daes...nth much larhz...
also nth special happened...tis is the life i have for sch holidaes...borin huh?...haiz...
how i wish we hav sch now...its so bad at home...canot go out...then got nth to do...the tings i do everydae is the same...lik it has a pattern lidat...aiyo...sianz sia...k larhz...i go check whether can go hit hit ler marhz...cya...
love band
love bobbi

2004-11-11T06:12:00.000-08:00
heyz...long tim env blogg lerhz...hahaz...cos i sorta gettin tired of blogging lerhz.....im now playin maple storie...budden cos use too much magic then mp not enough so mus wait till hela 1st then i go hit tose grren cuties...so sianz now...dun feel lik chattin so decided to blog...bt actualli also nth much to blog...these few daes is alwaes goin damn early to sch then go band then practice...6 oclock then go home...then wil buy food n eat then go home wif li hui amanda jia qi n may...tis is the usual ting i do these few daes...nth much larhz...
also nth special happened...tis is the life i have for sch holidaes...borin huh?...haiz...
how i wish we hav sch now...its so bad at home...canot go out...then got nth to do...the tings i do everydae is the same...lik it has a pattern lidat...aiyo...sianz sia...k larhz...i go check whether can go hit hit ler marhz...cya...
love band
love bobbi

2004-11-03T06:09:00.000-08:00
heyz...todae went for my 1st combined...n it was bad...lolz...we gt the score for e syf piece n we had to do it immediately...then means sightreadin ...haiz...my sightreadin so lan de how can go sightread lidat?then aft dat plae the pieces for saturdae open house...i guess mr wong wasnt happi on the performance barhz...then at aroung 6.20 band end...then later mr wong told me to bring the scores home to seesee...sae get the fingerins rite...hahaz...i sure played like shit larhz...then sft band gt pumped by uic...cos edna caught me tuckin out shirt...lolz...
went to buy food aft dat wif may...then eat eat bus veh long nv cum so we walked...then bus came at e nxt sop so we board the bus then i took 30...
mum called on my wae to the 30 bus stop then scld scld scld...sae duno whether go band is bluf her de...c larhz...she dun even trust me lohz...
reached home at abt 8...every1 was practicalli ignorin me...xcept for mickey...then suan lerhz...i expected their attitude to be lidat de larhz...hahaz...
now on msn chattin wif li hui n yi xiang...veh sianz...
tml i wil try to go band early...
hahaz...
buaiz...

2004-11-01T05:25:00.000-08:00
heyz...i went for band...n every1 was playin the the LT...so we went in also...amanda n i went to mac to meet may...then we eat then we cross the bridge to board bus...the bus stop veh smal then alot of pp then the bus veh long haven cum...so we decided to take cab...then we gues the price then my gues was the closest so they paid more...
then we went in take instru stand files n started playin....bt i duno how to plae the tings lohz...anihow produce some notes onli...then long notes...scales...then li hui asked whether wana plae the songs in file then we plae plae n may was sittin at the bottom playin scl anthem...then pp on top plae other ting...then tino was also there then we anihow anihow plae plae lohz...aft dat i went down to plae wif may then we plae plae abit here n there...then went for a break wif tino may n yi xiang aft veh long time of practice then went baq n plae plae again until 6 sth then we went home...we were the latest to go de....bt guo hong stil there cos he lock the doors marhz..then we walked out then bought food n drinks then go home lerhz...reached home around 7.20...ate bathe n make the puzzle wif gi...then now i veh tired le so came to use com...
then me n may juz now keep on singing copacabana to amanda...lolz...then we were tellin her nxt time she sure can plae dat song veh wel de cos she listen until can memorise lerhz...hahaz...
so sianz...got nth to do...buaiz...
love band
love bobbi...
sMiLeX

2004-10-30T02:06:00.000-07:00
heyz...now i stil got sometime before i need to go so im here to tel u the gd news...
yeah!!!i got into main band lerhz!!!bt unfortunately...mum didnt alow me to stae for combined cos of cousin's wedding...haiz...feel real bad siaz...1st time chance to go combined also canot...y mus it alwaes be lidat...aniway...may also got in!!!yeah!!!may!!!u did it!!!n we did it together!!!
aniwae...we realli did it 2gether...normaly i wana go indi i wil ask her to go wif me then she also go...then we practice together n we made it 2gether!!!yeah!!!may!!!congrats!!!
tino veh poor ting...he was veh sad lohz...cos he practiced real hard n al of us can tel...its al becos of his specs...if not todae he wil get to stae baq also de...juz becos of his specs...lets hope dat the mum wil make a new 1 for him...sho bad de...the specs broke also dun wana make a new de...how can lidat....
amanda was also sad...bt not as bad as tino...amanda n tino sure can do it nxt time de...u al dun be sad larhz...mus smile...
todae band celebrate b'dae for tose b'dae in sept oct nov n dec de...onli for recruits larhz...heex...drilling todae was tough...bt beta than last wk...last wk was hell torturous...
mr tay came at 11.30...i tot he wil cum at 10 lohz...lolz...sho funni...did long notes n sclae as usual...also the weissenborn bk larhz....
oh manx...i 4gt to write notebook...oh shit!!!nvm suan lerhz
how i wished im at band now...can plae wif muay...im so bored n tired somemore later stil gota go out for dat dinner till so late...wil die de...
tml got bbq...tel u abt it tml barhz...

oh yahz...the audi...i went in aft tino then he tel me he hav to plae again later then i went in played wif loads of wrong notes then aft dat mr wong told me everyting was ok xcept for be4 bar 28 to 31...bar 28 is becos no espression...then 30 n 31 is out of tune...cos high notes marhz...then he ask me to plae again...then i plae then he sae again...then i plae again then he sae again again...then i plae again lohz...then my notes funi funi de...then he ask me...izit u everytime plae lidat de...i sae no...then he sae kan cheong arhz?then i sae i duno then he smile n sae...r u free tis afternoon?i tot he want to hear again then i say yahz...then he sae...u r stayin baq...
then i didnt understand wat he meant bt i stil walked out larhz...then stil blur blur de duno...then wait til may cum out she sae mr wong said the same ting to her...then wendy sae lidat means get in le....then i was lik huh? then she n karyn jumped abt so hapi for may...hahaz...they were realli funi...
then i cal n ask mumi...she sae canot stae baq...then so sianz lohz...then may accompani me to tel mr wong...then he ask me y didnt i tel him earlier then i sae cos i tot he wana listen again marhz...then he sae not sure nv ask...wana die arh...hahaz...then he sae izit onli for tis sat?i sae yarhz...then he sae ok...
so heng he nv scld us lehz...
kkz...
i realli gtg lerhz...
buaiz...
love band
love bobbi
muackz

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2004-10-29T06:52:00.000-07:00
heyz...todae im so happi...i love amanda jia qi steph charisa y teng xue li chan xi naomi li hui ...thx for dat enormous present..its was real nice of u guyx lohz...lurve ya lots...muackz...
aiyahz...most of al i also love cass n may lohz...of course xy n yiting n booboo also larhz...
here is a list of pp i love:
bobbi
cass
may
amanda
jia qi
steph
charisa
y teng
xue li
chanxi
naomi
li hui
yiting
xin ying
booboo
li yan
min yu
band!!!
cr!!!
every1
n mani mani more ppl...cant recal lerhz
oh yahz...
thx to:
ser kiat
yi jie
shang fa

heex...realli thx...
todae gt bian bian bian
i tot we did badly bt gues wat?we got 3rd lehz!!!im so damn hapi...at least al our hard work paid off...yeah!!!even though mani unhapi de tings happened durin the process bt tis al made us closer to each other lohz...wana thank li hui yi jie cass xy n may for e help if not i die le...kekez...
unfortunately...some1 pushed me n i fell...leg so pain...then my shoe flew off lohz...lolz so funi...i was laughin lik hell lohz...
when i ate halfwae i was told to go baq to clas to check for veluables...gt pp broke in to our clas n mani tings were stolen...sad lohz
yeah!!!huang lao shi came baq!!!to give us report book lohz!!!yeah!!!heng not sim lehz...
hahaz...sim gave me wrong info
i got 14 in clas n 67 in level...so hapi!!!
tml gota go audition lerhz...bt i have no confident...duno whether i can keep my promise to yee wen anot lehz...heex...

duno y com veh lag sudenly....i beta go be4 i bash tis com up...wats wif it huh?

love band
love bobbi...
oh yahz...sad sad...my tamama die lerhz...cos of sectionals...heex...nvm...band more impt marhz...
buaiz...
muackz...
sMiLeX

lolz...

2004-10-25T05:46:00.000-07:00
heyz...duno wat to do now...veh bored...
i decided to delete my past two posts if nt the skinny pig go n memorise...
at least everyting is beta now...
aiyahz...im not gona care abt everyting le...juz wana plae hapily...n hav fun...
we decided dat the beach party shud be on fri...if not later beloved li yan go lerhz...then she wont get to go the party...
ok...here's a para for beloved li yan:
li yan...u mus cum baq n visit me horz...mus cum tag my blog n mus go online to chat wif me...when i reach beijing on nov i cal u ok?u cum n look for me...when u leave every1 wil be so sad...if i can i go song4 u can?i'll miss u de...boohoohoo,,,love ya 4eva...muackz...

hahaz...okiex...todae went indi n xueli n amanda also went...then later jia qi also came...we ended up walkin out 2gether...
todae sch was borin...
went to sch...had dance exposure then had arts experience...
went for dance...gt my socks n shoes wet...socks n feets black...
then ms low didnt alow us to not wear our socks n everyting was lik WET...disgustin huh?
todae morn...5 ARICs came to our clas to look for si min...she was actin then she didnt c them then in the end they came in n asked her out...
they ask her y she everytime nv go band...then she told them she want to quit...hahaz...straightforward,,,bt sad ting is...she is not e onli 1 hu wants to quit lehz...haiz...
actuali tried to do the bian bian bian de ting...bt...aiyahz...its juz time watin...y mus mr ang make it compulsari lehz?waste our effort n time...then u c our clas...no1 wana do at all...so sian de...
i feel lik goin out on wed...duno whether mum wil agree...heex...
im chatin wif kuku now...
nth to blog le larhz...
buaiz,,,
love band
love bobbi...

heex

2004-10-21T06:01:00.000-07:00
heyz...todae was bad...i got the namelist wif e geo results...i failed...veh badly...tats 1st...
i gt baq my chi paper n i failed the paper 2...tats 2nd...
i realli hav no way for e "sb"......datz 3rd...
my voice havent cum baq...datz 4th...
im dead...datz e last..heex...
i met yw on my way frm comlab to concourse...it was rainin heavily...she said she gona hav exam liao n i wished her gd luck...then she told me to sms her later...
then aft datz she say her ans diff frm mani ppl...then sae confirm wrong de...haiz...nvm lahz...dun giv up!!!stil gt mani hopes mahz...
not lik me...sec 1 then fail 2 subjects le...so shi1 bai4 de...
wo3 diu4 bu4 qi3 huang lao shi...she said she want to me to get at least A2 lohzx...n i tink i get C5...huang lao shi...sori lahz...wo de chi tai lan le...yong yuan de bu dao A de lahz...
:(
i watched s'pore idol...
veh nice...
OLINDA WORE A DRESS!!!!
SYLVESTER SCREAMED!!!!!!!!SO SHUAI!!!SO COOL!!!
heex...
hehex...gtg le...i wana watch teevee...
kkz...
buaiz...

love band
love bobi
my chi SUCK
maybe i shud drop to normal chi...
im not fit to be in high chi...
haiz...
my geo SUCK TOO...
:(

heex...

2004-10-18T23:58:00.000-07:00
heyz...y todae suddenly can go straight to blogger n blog...normaly mus use e way yw found...now got nth to do...i went to friendsyer n hi5...haven chat wif ani1 yet so far...
i spent dae in sch wif the same ppl...li yan n min yu...
actually veh early can go home le but gota stae baq for the duno wat wat n do the proposal...then gt 2 grps...
li yan min yu n me chose the grp wif biys cos they dun wana be in e same grp as **#% n i dun wana be same grp wif the "$#%$^"
if not later wil kana controlled by them...so i rather work wif e guys than to be controlled...work wif guys nvm de mahz...ritex...mus get use to it...if not horz....nxt time becum les...
last time pri sch always gt plae wif guys de...
now our clas onli gt 6 boys...so its lik no boys at al lahz...sumore they always 2gether de...eh...no offence horz...kekez...

reached food centre n went in to look for mic n mum...then ate bread then go kalam buy batterires for my discman....low batt mahz...
then go home teach mic eng for veh long...then make her do loads n loads of eng...now she juyz finish her correction but i haven mark...
i dun tink i shud be e 1 teachin her but no choice rite?mummi duno how to teach her n gigi nv cum baq...
i dun tink she wil enjoy me teaching her...giv her so much work...heex...
nvm...
todae gt baq eng paper 2...got 31.5/50...
not bad lahz...beta then MYE..
met yw at buble tea shop outside then aft datz i sms her n told her datz i keep e 1st promise le...bt datz was aft cas sms me n ask me so i ask her e ting booboo tel me...n i found out datz wat e both of them said was totally e opp...bt i tink i wil believe cass lahz...cos u noe datz person canot be trusted de mahz...
i already experieneced bein bluf by her be4 le...
xy wrote me a leeter...
bt i dun tink i wil repl todae...no mood to write leter lahz...
isnt msn n sms even faster...

aiyahz...mic juz ran in n tel me e matchmaker came...yeah!!!finally...but e lao gong is a ducky lehz...yuckz!!!!
hahaz...nvm lahz...duck also cute mahz...

erm...i duno lahz...abt dat ting i received...i told mani ppl...li yan nmin yu also c le...n li yan was askin me wat does it mean...she say she gona tink wat it is really sayin 1st...lolz...

im so bored...aiyahz...dun wana blog le...feelin quite tured suddenly...i received my cd frm hui shan le lehz...listenin now...veh nice...
THANK YOU!!!!HUI SHAN!!!
heex...

hope everyting wil realli be better tml yeah?
it seems datz...
we cant do without each other...
lolz...nvm...

i promise i wil nv believe wat @#$%^&* sae animore...not 1 word...always bluf me de...

kkz...wana go chat lerhz....
buaiz...
love bobbi
love band...

sMiLeX

baq again...

2004-10-18T06:00:00.000-07:00
heyz...im baq again...im feelin so sick...the sore throat came baq n im losing my voice...lolz...
went to sing post for dinner...went to shop for clothes aft datz...tried a realli cute skirt but ended up nt buyin cos i realised dat i wouldnt want to wear in out in e public mahz...bt its realli nice lahz...
i tried burning e disney de cd for estelle bt her disc duno y canot...how lehz?not enough memory...my disc gona finish le...tml i needa tel her lohz...cos dun feel lik smsin her to let her noe...
to li yan n min yu:
thx thx thx for everyting...dun worri lahz...kk?love ya...
to muay:
aiyahz...y u everytime blur blur de...so obvious u stil duno arhz?hahaz...nvm...i tel u nxt time...
had a great time wif u juz now...so long nv go out le ritez...hahaz...love ya...

im feelin so bored...
i feel lik writin a new wishlist....gt new wishes...bt...i dun feel lik...aiya...so funi de feel lik n dun feel lik...

yeah!!!fri finally gt band le!!!!!!!!!SSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOO GREAT!!!
veh long nv go band le...scared wil 4get lehz...
gt band then i wont be so bored le...heex...
gtg le....
buaiz...

love bobbi...
love band...

I M E XTRA DE...HAPI MAHZ?

2004-10-18T02:18:00.000-07:00
heyz...todae is hAlF hApI aNd sAd...sTh vEh bAd hApPeNed...oNli theo li yan min yu may n @#%$^ noes...hEeX...tIs tInG mAdE mE vEh aNgRy n sAd...bUT...sUaN lE lOhZ...no choice de lahz tis kinda ting...boohoohoo!!!
spent my dae in sch wif min yu n li yan for debrief...went to bugis wif may n amanda darling...had a nice time shoppin there but too bad i didnt bring alot of money then could not buy mani tings...amanda had to go home 1st cos her mum didnt actually alow her to go wif us but she went...we bought present for waiteng le...(FINALLY)
heex...
todae gt baq sc paper...eng paper 1 n eng lit paper...erm...scored okok lahz...average but im nt hapi wif e eng paper 1 results bt...heex...nvm...gt 1 A1...tat earns me a $50...lolx...hope i wil realli get tat frm my dad...lolz...
erm...wat else huh?i duno le...so far nth else happened...later goin out...for dinner...so buaiz...

i didnt xpect u to sae dat to me
so
dat was wat u hav been tinkin al tis long huh?
juz becos i could not stae n u did tis to me...
but y to me but not others...
u wont noe how much it hurts
u would nv noe...
bt i hope al tis had not happened
i hope
i hope
i hope tings wil get beta
n i wil nv be sure whether
wat u said is wat u tink rite in ur heart
or was it juz a comment...
i wil nv noe...

sad.sad.sad.hapi.hapi.hapi.

2004-10-13T23:28:00.000-07:00
todae we gt baq e chi paper 1...gues wat?I SO HAPI!!!i got 69.5/90 lehz...actually i tot i wil fail de cos i tot i write out of point then suddenly min yu cal my name then i was lik...huh?wat?
then she say my name on top i was lik...huh?!then i saw reali my name on e screen...hahaz...
so shocked lohz...bt nvm...at least tis time i improve watz...tt time i onli got 47.5/90 lehz
veh lan ritez?tat is e reason y im so hapi bahz...
aniway...
im feeelin veh bored now...
i gona go search for ppl n chat le
buaiz...
love band
love bobbi...
smilex

exams over le...but...

2004-10-13T04:48:00.000-07:00
yozzie...so long nv blog le...heex...todae is e last impt paper...tml stil gt e stupid dumb acc...haiz...aniway...i juz heard my fav reflection juz now...so hapi...lolz...
i went j8 juz now...wif xy n cass...then we shop n take neoprint...veh fun...we were practically on the flr when we were takin the 2nd 1...then sho wour shoes...hahaz...veh fun...erm...todae i nv buy aniting lehz...though i shopped for veh long...didnt c aniting i want...n also i hav no $$$ le...actually wana go bugis de...then yi jie kp on tellin us bugis no gd...then xy n cass wan go j8 so we go lohz...then in the end yi jie sms me n tel me he is at bugis...how idiotic rite...tel us no gd then he go himself...aiyo...
aniway...mani mani tings happened during the time when i m nt allowed to cum online...bt i dun wish to write it out cos i dun wana make tat person so cham n also dun wana let so mani ppl noe...bt...if u dun noe u can ask me in person lahz...i wil tel u de...lolz...
veh sad over tat lohz...waste my effort n wat i did to let her noe...i so disappointed...haiz...sumore ** dun wana go wif me le...how can lidat de...i nv dun lik her wat...wtf lahz...haiz
aniway...i atil remember e ting i told li yan they al lehz...i hope celeste wil go ask earlier then i can noe the truth....bt mayb i can go ask ** myself first...sad siaz...
bt i shant let tis stupid tings spoil my mood lohz...hao3 bu4 rong2 yi4 exams over le...mus cheer up de...
hahaz...
aniway...i wana go study for acc le...
buaiz...
to colleen:colin wil bless u...!!!
lolz...sry...jkjk...
love band
love bobbi...

1 hour com dae...

2004-10-08T21:57:00.000-07:00
hehez...mum allowed me to cum online for 1 hour...erm...yesterdae i bought the disney cd wich i m suppose to buy n burn for yi jie then he wil buy the other cd n burn for mi...hahaz...aniway...im burning now...i tink im beginin to enjoy phil collins' voice...its nice...juz lik sylvester's...lolz...so sianz...yesterdae juz had sc n eng lit exam...yeah!!!its playin phil collins' voice again...lolz...i lik the song reflection also...its nice n the lyrics veh nice...lolz
im so sian now...i dun hav e mood to study todae...bt i have to...mayb later i goin pp...then i go check out the cd whether pp hav anot cos yesterdae i go bugis then dun hav...
if hav mayb i wil buy...c how bahz...
yeah!!!my tamama juz gave birth to twins juz now wif mic's tamama...lolz...yeah!!!finally...aft al my hardwork...
yesterdae...aiya...nvm...suan le...
hahaz...blog nxt time...my time is runni out le...buaiz...
muackz...
love band
love bobbi...
love yOu

the wishlist i wrote tat dae...
dog_*
new discman_*
new bag_*
new pencilcase_*
new wallet_*
new bottle_*
new piano_*
more jeans_*
to stae overnite for chalets_*
1000 piece puzzle frame for the puzzle molly gave me last yr_*
new handfone_*
new CDs_*
file?_*
new sport shoes_*
everyting?_*
yOu_*
her_*
him_*
it_*
another him_*
his_*
fun_*
joy_*
peace_*
love_*
japan_*
europe_*
italy_*
france_*
my memories wif***_*
my chalet memories_*
4get him_*

aniway...i have decided to add in 1 more...
mp3 player_*

haiz...y let me noe?

2004-10-04T04:00:00.000-07:00
todae...i found out sth tt broke my heart...some pp noe lahz...bt its lik i dun even noe tose pp...then they say me lidat...wats their prob yeah?AP sia...
so sianz...i haven finish hw...then gota send boo the music...then its loadin veh veh slow
haiz...at the same time chattin wif lamb...he say his new name is tortor...wich is tortise...then last time pingy stands for pipg...lolz...
aniway...todae is a real bad dae...
im veh veh veh sad...
love band
love bobbi...
smilex

haiz...

2004-10-01T08:12:00.000-07:00
yozie...long time no blog le...i miss everyting wich happened in my life...haiz...aniway...heres a gd news...i m goin to korea n bei jing on the holidaes...yeah!!!then on 15th oct...markin dae we wil be goin out yeah!!!gt presents le!!!hehez...oi...tose ppl goin remember to save money horz...hehez...cas n me goin to xchange presents..i giv her 1 she giv me the same ting baq...hehez...i tink its funni lohz...her b'dae earlier than mine then i celebrate earlier than her...lolz...so funni...
aniway...wed was a fun dae...we were actually suppose to do editin...then the lab nv open so we ended up playin water fight in the gals toilet n in clas...it al started wif yi jie spraying water at cas then we started splashing at each other then other ppl came n they help ti jie...then jin yao spray n me til i was wet frm head to toe...hahaz...
may's new name is:kukubird
hehez...
i realise cas also *** *** *** yesterdae...then we gave ***** a new name called *** ***...
hehez...
so sianz...sth veh veh bad is happening(personal probs)...i dun feel lik sayin todae...mayb i say aft exams bahz...
im feelin so bad...im feelin so sad...haiz...i dun tink aniting wil cheer me up until 15th of oct...sad siaz...exams faster over bahz...haiz...i must score gd gd ok???!!!hehez...score gdgd then wont so sad le...
later got sc. make up lesson...hehez...we requested de...haiz...
gtg le...
buaiz...
love band
love bobbi
hate everyting else...
sad
sad
sad
[in com lab now]

haiz...

2004-09-24T08:09:00.000-07:00
so long nv blog le...my mum dun let me use com at home so i can onli blog in sch perhaps...yesterdae we went filming for the LAST time...i was veh glad lohz...bt...hu noes...she didnt turn up again...i hate her lohz...the fat pig cheryl...then we waited for her abt 1 hour she didnt turn up...cal her house duno how mani hundred times...no 1 picked up...then gt twice gt ppl answer...then she didnt even even go home...stupid idiot idiot...aniway...i tink tis project is such a failure...the storie is not pitiful at al n our techniques suck...
nvm abt...mondae gota wear blue band tee...lolz...to sch lehz...whole dae...hahaz...
yesterdae sth happened...i ws veh veh veh sad n veh veh veh angry lohz...i dun wish to tok abt tat now...it wil spoil my mood for the whole dae...i tink i hatin tat idiot more n more...she is suckin up to every 1...i mean...mayb she shud be nice to ppl instead of suckin up to ppl n act cute...lolz...
i tiink she is gettin worse lohz...omg...i tink im startin to dislik her le...haiz...
nvm...
im gona have oral aft sch lehz...so scared...
we got cam le...now need to start editing le...buaiz...

titleless...

2004-09-20T06:03:00.000-07:00
erm...duno wat to write for title...todae is okok...i told cas lots of tings i felt...stayed baq for eng lit...ended up al three of them didnt come so me may n cas do...we write the storie...canot finish so i take home to do...now im suppose to do reasearch on geography effects on weathering bt i cant find aniting AT ALL!!!
its al crap tat i found i tried msn...google...yahoo...bt nth...so i decided to blog...
I M TOTALLY PISEED OFF!!!TO HAVE SUCH A FREN TAT SUCK UP SO MUCH TO OTHER PPL...SHE IS SO DAMN FAKE...
i juz sms cass...she haven reply...i need to tel her sth...
todae is a gd dae...our clas won the chung cheng jing shen award!!!yeah!!!$400 cash lehz!!!can go chalet le...kekez...too bad tis yr i canot hav chalet...the dae aft my b'dae is cousin'd wedding...haiz...then my b'dae gt band...bt i dun mind at all...lolz...so sianz...i have to do eng lit then i gota TRY to FORCE myself to study...
heex...

buaiz...
love band...
love bobbi...
mis band...
mis bobbi...
mis venus...
nitex!!!

confession...hahaz...

2004-09-19T04:20:00.000-07:00
i juz went to muay's bloggie then i realised i for got to say sth yesterdae...yahz...regarding the ** ting i m sad...veh veh veh veh veh veh sad...veh veh veh veh veh veh angry...n veh veh veh veh veh veh dissapointed bt some1...i admit i cried...didnt xpect al tis to hapen yah?
tat dae i went to some1's blog...duno y i read sth n i cried again...its not regardin the ** ting lahz...its another ting tat made me feel veh veh veh veh veh veh veh veh veh touched...happi n glad...lolz...

smilez...

sianz...

2004-09-19T04:12:00.000-07:00
erm...todae is cindy's b'dae...she invited me to her bbq lahz...bt i cant make it...so...im endin up bloggin here n doin hw at the same time...erm..todae nth much hapen...hahaz...i met yw at pp...lolz...then i ate pasta mania...blahz...blahz...i juz finished watch 3 disc of the hong2 dou4 nu3 zi1 lian4...even though i watch it be4...bt its stil veh nice lahz...lolz...two more disc then i finish le...i like xian cheng better...he is more compatible wif song er...not lik the sj...so different...somemore song er seems to be happier when she is wif xian cheng lohz...now i watch until the xian cheng sent to hospital1...so cham...he look so shuai...how can hav heart probs...lolz...
aniway...i duno how to do the stupid maths...argh!!!!!then gigi dun wana help...nvm...the most i tml go n ask cass...now im goin to do zuo wen le...
aniway...im feelin quite pissed off by wat the somebody juz called me n told me...is she pushin the blame on me...its she nv take care herself wat...shit her lahz...idiot!!!
aniway...my poor tama grew to adult le...tats the happi ting...bt...it grew to the duno chicken or duck tingy...its veh veh fat...then dun wana qiam piu...lolz...nvm lahz...i tink its cute...

i feel tat im such a failure...
such a useless person...
haiz...

mis band...
mis bobi...
mis everyting...
mis my memories...
i hate the present...
i hate everyting tat is goin on now...
i hate my life...
i hate mysef...
i want the tings tat belong to me baq...
my tings shud not be wif tat b****...
i hate the person hu betrayed us...
i hate the person hu disapointed me...

can le...

2004-09-18T07:31:00.000-07:00
hahaz...can blog le...bt canot change the fonts everyting...bt at least can blog lahz...better than nth...mani tings happened lately...melanie passed her cough to me....then i couldnt go sch for 2 daes...until now stil gt cough...hahaz...bt cant blame her...at least she pass to me she recovered so i take it as i did a good deed...lolz...yw discovered tis new way to blog so she teach may then may teach me...actually canot 1 then now i can le...sad to say canot change font n coloue bt nvm...can blog can le...aniway...boo n lh quit venus on wed...the dae i didnt go sch.then aft sch muay n cas cal me n tel me...1st i felt lik...ok lohz...i noe everytime boo go wif us she feels left out...cos everytime its lik al of us tok n tok bt she nv tok...then lh horz...i admit i nv treat her veh wel recently....lolz...juz wana say sry lahz...then aft tat i tink n tink then i gt veh sad n angry abt boo quittin...then i came online to find some1 to share...then i found jess...i told her n i also sms boo at the same time to ask her so tat i can get tis probs clear...then i tink okok lohz...sad is of course sad lahz...i dun feel lik tokin bout tis le lahz...it wil onli bring baq my gd memories n make me feel so pathetic for the present...
yesterdae i was chattin wif meegugu online tokin abt wat we feel al tat...then i realise tat we both feel better when we go band lohz...its lik...we dun hav probs wif frens over there...er enjoy n hav fun wif our frens not lik in my clas...i feel so damn pathetic n so xtra...i juz duno y...its lik the rest of them rule the clas n im juz a visitor...sad siaz...bt seriously i feel tat if the clas is veh united as 1 lik maybe no tose lilttle grps it wil reali rock lohz...lik durin reces u can imagine the whole clas sit together n eat n tok...its lik...u feel tat u hav a bog bog family...bt i noe tat wil nv happen...its onli a dream of mine...sad siaz...i realise tat wat i feel n tink is lik same as cas lehz...mayb we reali hav e same character...lolz...
sth hapen tat dae...on thurs i tink...sth veh veh bad...i dun wana say...bt i juz wana apologise for wat i said...lolz...to ppl who heard wat i told tat some1 u wil noe wat im referring to...bt i tink i realli meant tat...i stil mean wat i said to tat some1 in mt heart...i noe its veh bad bt i juz cant put the tot of me...haiz...sry lahz...to the other some1...lolz...abit complicated bt nvm...i noe it myself...
todae we had hsk...okok lahz...i regret tat i joint at 1st bt its lik no harm takin the test lahz...hahaz...
erm...sundae cin gt bbq...bt i cant go...sad siaz...sry hor cin...lolz...i feel lik goin lehz...
oh yahz...i forgot to say abt tat new chi cher...i reali mis huang lao shi lehz...tis new cher is nice lahz...bt gt soooo mani stupid rules...then she is frm malaysia...bt she canot even pronounce some words properly lohz...bt nvm...i tink she teach not bad...hope tat her teachin can let us score wel for end of year...fri i gona hav oral le...so scary...i hope nth bad wil hapen...gona be tested by miss anisa...shud be ok bahz...

veh tired le...
haven do theory for piano lesson...
i miss huang lao shi...
i mis band...
i mis bobbi...
i mis my memories...
love meegugu
love band
love bob
muackz...
nitez...

tryin out...yeah?

2004-09-18T07:10:00.000-07:00
hehez...im tryin out tis new way...does it work?yahz?

hehez...hahaz....im crazy...

2004-09-07T05:14:00.000-07:00
yozzie...hahaz...im juz tryin to blog til i enough...later go home canot blog le lehz...hahaz...gtg le...buaiz....

sianz...

2004-09-06T00:24:00.000-07:00
yozzie...now im at may's house...so can blog...i tink my com gt prob lahz...nvm...hahaz...yesterdae i went to cut hair...hahaz...bt its stil almost the same....may n booboo say no difference lehz...lolz...now we doin the music project...quite difficult to do lehz...bt may n cas hav tot of a veri gd idea...n i m doin nth her...bloggin...i m so damn slack...haiz...bt i realli cant help it...i dun feel lik doin...haiz...
so gd...can blog here...my com so lan 1...
erm...yesterdae filmin was not bad...it was fun...li hui didnt turn up cos she had the speech n drama test then she had lesson aft tat...todae is project again.. realli rather not have holidae lehz...so cham...al work work n work...
kkz...cant slack le...buaiz...
muackz!!!

love band
love bobbi
love meegugu

yeah!!!can le!!!

2004-09-03T07:58:00.000-07:00
yeah!!!i finally can blog le...so happi...bt now i m usin the comlab com...hahaz...hope tat when i reach home n try the com then can lahz...haiz...since i tried to change the blogskin my blog became liddat...so sianz...then means i cant change blogskin bahz...haiz...
todae is the last practice of band...so sad...must wait til 22 oct then have practice lehz...i haven finish theory lehz...mr wong gave us the whole transposition...
hehehez...i found out sth le...tose tings tat deedee said is not true...she is so damn cheapskate lohz...haiz...
aniway...cant blog le...buaiz...

love band
love bobbi
muackz

2004-09-02T17:16:00.000-07:00

hEyZ...tAkE cArE...

2004-08-25T20:28:00.000-07:00
todae is quite nice...nth special happened except tat i didnt stay baq...lolz...the onli dae i m not stayin baq...
yesterdae nite...mum came home late....then she told me abt bobbi...auntie say bobbi almost die...cos they brought him for walk then bobbi go eat dead rat...then becum veri veri skinny...then they then bring him c vet...then eat the medicine also veri skinny then grow fat baq now...i was so sad lohz... i mean...where gt ppl bring doggi go walk then the dog eat dead rat also duno 1...then continue to let it eat...how stupid lohz...can imagine how worried i m to hav bobbi under their hands...wat if tat dae bobbi realli died...haiz...if he realli died...i im goin to kil tat person lohz...nv take care of my dardar properly...
:'(
tml gt eng test...i hope i wont fail lohz...cos i got baq the comphre we did tat dae...then onli gt 9 over33...how pathetic...
aniway...our sch bb team won RI...then get into finals...my clas gota go n watch on fri lohz...bt its til 4.30 lehz...then how i go band...haiz...go band better lehz...bti hope we wil win tat duno wat unity sch...lolz...
aniway...i go help gigi do her project tingy le...kekez...buaiz...

love band...
love bobbi...
love meegugu

erm...erm...erm...

2004-08-24T20:53:00.000-07:00
yozzie...i went to cass house to interview cheryl...haiz...sad man...realli pity her...bt too bad she dosent wan us to share her storie wif ppl...hahaz...no choice...its her privacy...lolz...
life is realli so unfair...
1st ting is :cheryl...
2nd ting is:life is veri veri unfair to me...
3rd ting is:life sux to me...
hahaz...
aniway...i juz to tel tino n rachel tat i dun lik i** n e**
wah lauz...
hahaz...
not free...needa go chat...

love band...
lobe bobbi...
love meegugu

nO tItLe...hAiZ

2004-08-23T21:06:00.000-07:00
todae...nth special happened...except tat we told tina some secret n in exchange i forced him to tel me some...lolz...hahaz...bt he said a lil bit...n bluf my fries away...lolz...hahaz...i took 135 wif tina n jing hui...then lost my way...i tink i missed my stop or sth...then i took 155 to jing hui's house n she accompani me wait cabby...hahaz...then i realised tat our house al quite near...hahaz...onli $5 sth when reach home...hahaz...
sth unhappi happened at home...i dun feel lik sayin...makes my heart break...lolz...
tml gt SPA...n ting xie...so sianz...then tml need to go filming...canot go band...so sad...haiz...todae i go band veri slack lehz...nv practice alot...onli plae a lil bit...then juz now gt QM meetin...my duty is on thurs...so i every thurs hav to go band le lohz...then we were told to sweep flr...so spent quite long sweepin the QM room flr...then aft tat i go indi...realli duno y todae i so slack...hahaz...realli duno...haiz...
aiyahz...everytime i c a doggie...i wil tink of the times i had wif bobbi...i realli want to c him...bt i dun even noe where he is...sad huh?wat a failure...dun even noe where my darling is...
aniway...dun xiang3 wai1...bobbi is my ex doggie...hahaz...
though bob not veri nice lookin bt he veh cute...realli miss him so badly...i love bobbi...
erm...nth to say le...i go study le....kekez...buaiz...

love band...
love bobbi...
love meegugu...[may]

aniway...
to tina:heyz...i dun lik i** horz...u say again i tel off ur secrets arhz:p

2004-08-20T22:12:00.000-07:00
hehez...so sianz...nth to do so i came online...erm...band was ok...lik usual except tat the cr ppl were late becos of the stupid maths test...bt i found out tat miss ang is a trombonist...how cool huh?havin a maths cher hu plaes trombone...lolz...bt she dun look lik the sort hu plae trombone lehz...she so sml sml cute cute sweet sweet 1...lolz
the physics test was HORRIBLE...maths was ok...except tat i haven change finish the last question... :(
sch was ok...except for zebra n **...haiz...so sianz...i juz feel so damn irritated by wat may told me abt wat li hui told her abt wat **said lohz...haiz...so sad...she realli breaks our heart...she changed frm bad to worse to gd to bad then now WORST!!!
lolz...
mr chua told us to do the new storie...(okok lohz...)hahaz...fine wif tat...
walked to bus stop wif...may...jia qi...amanda...guo hong...karyn n yi hui...
hahaz...
erm...todae nth else happen le...kekez...

love meegugu...
love bob...
love band...
muackz...

cHeRiSh oUr lIfe...sOmE aRe nOt tAt fOrtUnAtE...

2004-08-18T21:04:00.000-07:00
heyz...im so sianz...went to cass house to interview xiu li...juz by the interview...my gd mood for the dae turned bad...she is realli veri ke lian lohz...haiz...i dun tink i shld share her storie here...it shld be confidential...c our video n u wil noe...hehez...
todae...im totally pissed off wif deedee...she sabo me durin geo. then say so damn loud tat i was the 1 hu suggested lemon tree...pls lohz...how she noe tat i was the 1st 1...mayb she gt hearin prob wat...how idiotic...then durin eng...cos ms low quno how to spell my name...then deedee was k=lik there...F-E-L-I-X
wah lau...can she ever spare a tot for others...she say people's name until lik tat...bt she wil nv noe tat behind her back...people say she is stupid for not knowin how to spell...lolz...bt i tink we shld not be so bad lahz...she say me i let her say lohz...im not goin to spend my time on hating her or wat...hehez
im sori tat i could not make it to mbs...cos needa do the interview ting...haiz
i realli hop etat deedee can change for the better n spare a tot for other's feelin...she tok horz...she nv tink 1...juz splurt out watever she tinks in her mind...haiz:(
aniway...gota read tat chichi book...tml gt test...

band rox!!!
love bob...
muackz...
happi readin to myself

band so fun...

2004-08-16T21:01:00.000-07:00
yozzie...went indi frm 3 to 6...it was fun...then all of us:wendy...may...amanda...jia qi...karyn...hong ting...tina...fah jin walked to the bus stop together...it was fun lahz...we talked all the way abt may's MEE GUGU...lolz...n i gotten hitten by the stupid SRI LANKA MAID...lolz...
then i took bus home wof amanda...
aniway...cass' fren agreed to help us on the video lez...now we hav to start a new storyboard how sianz....bt i tink its worth it...
i reached home late...n found out tat grandma was admitted to hospital...no wonder my right eyelid twitched...lolz...tis was wat i heard frm booboo...she say tat if rite eyelid twitch means no gd...lolz...
DNT was lik normally...boring...i met xy's dad n bro on my way to main gate...lolz...
im feelin so down now...cos...i was tinkin lohz...i practiced for so long juz now bt...wat did i improve on...i dun even noe whether im gettin al the dynamics the phrasing rite n al tat...i hav to judge everyting by myself cos no 1 was havin the same instru as me...haiz...
in sch...may n li hui n i talked bout the POP...it was real fun lahz...bt veri sad...almost cry...the seniors' words al veri touching wan...of course im sad tat they r leavin lahz...lik yee wen n cui yin so mani mani others...they were veri friendly towards us lohz...hahaz...

hope tat i wil go audition on fri...
i love meegugu...
love bob...
band rox!!!!!!!!!!

hehez...hahaz...swiss watch

2004-08-13T22:20:00.000-07:00
yoz...todae,,,went audition...there was lik abt 10 over of us n onli steph gt in...hahaz...actually...i didnt feel veri sad...disappointed or wat...bt...when i heard tina amanda they al tel me abt wat mr wong told them i was lik...so zi4 bei1...cos its lik...they al onli gt three comments...n valentino was gettin close all tat...hahaz...bt guess wat?im a swiss watch...lolz...aniway...i already noe tat todae wil not get in cos yesterdae i heard tat 1t time sure wont get in 1...hehez...then wendy say its tat if we r gd enough then wil get in lahz...bt c i tis kind of standard is surely not in 1 lahz...hehehez...he said tat i plae lik havin my face stick on to the score...lolz...bt its true lohz...i cant possibly look at him...so i looked at the score...lolz...
i went home at 7.sth...my latest record...walked to bus stop wif karyn...may.amanda...jia qi...then met guo hong at bus stop...he was damn fast...cos we onli juz reached the bus stop when he came...then he was lik standing there...didnt want to sit...then i was lik...do u lik to stand alot?then he said yes...we were on the bus...sharing wif them some interestin happenings...then laugh laugh laugh...todae gt a guy call shi shi join band...he plae bass clarinet...the kang rong was lik...bass clarinet chu1 nan2 bing1 le...lolz...aniway...shi shi is ming yu's fren...
i juz came baq upon watchin gigi's performance at tembling road...hehez...the dance was nice n i met xin yi there...lolz...
of course met dearest wen shan also...
erm...i tink im abit long winded todae...hahaz

love bob...
band rox!!

2004-08-12T21:09:00.000-07:00
hahaz...im chattin wif may n wendy...so fun...gettin to now wendy's experiences...juz now aft band...we went to pp...erm...steph...y teng...li hui...may...amanda...sheldon n valentino...hehez...so big grp...be4 we went karyn told us lots of ting...she told us tat if we tink tat we r veri big aft gettin into main band...she rather we not join...cos she say...mus practice even aft get into main band...then stil mus practice...mus practice...mus practice...she veri cute lohz...hahaz...
todae gt no hw...so i came to blog...tml gt audition...im so nervous...i hpe it wil turn out alright...actualli...hope tat every1 tat go audit tml wil get in...hehehez...
:)
buaiz...
band rox!!!
love bob...

nice dae...

2004-08-11T16:45:00.000-07:00
todae...me cum home early...so post early also...hehez...todae nth special happen...onli tt i dun tink i wil do well for tt geo. mindmap test...hehez....no choice...yesterdae didnt realli study...so...its my fault lahz...no science lesson...tats a gd ting...cos i dun lik PHYSICS...chemistry n bio is so much better...hehez...
i juz watched animal planet...then there is tis doggie...ricko...it stick the mouth under a fence then tis bigbig german shephard go n attack it...then the whole lower jaw drop...canot find le... :'(...so ke lian...then the female owner lik feel veri disgusted lohz...bt its afterall her own dog wat...she shld not give tt disgusted look lohz...haiz...ricko so poor ting...
i went home wif may n li hui...took 3315 way...hahaz...
aniway...PE lesson was fun...we were there tokin bout some tings strictly for gals...lolz...dun xiang wai...chi was a talk...wif tt rick tan...i tink i lik the talk...at least its so much better then sittin in the class...bt mayb i wil prefer a longer 1...tis 1 is onli abt 1 hour...how short huh?...
met valentino at canteen...he say theresa say mus buy the tings for POP tml...then i ask him we do the meatnfruitstick or the jelly...then he say the stick...bt...im not sure wat to but lehz...need to tok to theresa...so i called amanda...n ask her...hehez...we goin to buy tml...hehehehehez...so fun...
how i wished i went to paragon tat dae...can listen to the band plae...haiz...

aniway...gtg le...
band rox!
love bob...

was it it?

2004-08-08T19:02:00.000-07:00
sianz...juz now i went to but drinks....then i saw a dog outside NTUC...then dog looked lik bob lohz...same face...same size...same look...same fur...i tink onli diff gender...mayb tats his sis or sth lik tt...even gt same smell...juz seeing tt dog make me miss bob so much...
went to pet shop be4 tt...the man took out the retreiver...it was lik damn cute...the price is 1575...hahaz...i want it...its soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute...heyz...i wana watch tv le...kekez...buaiz...seeya later...

2004-08-06T21:26:00.000-07:00
todae went to sompass point shoppin...okok lahz...wore red tee to sch...the whole clas wore...so guai...every1 listen to huang lao shi...so sianz...duno wat to do...onli gt hw...hw....n hw...canot even enjoy the holidae...tml is mummy n sk b'dae...hehehez..aniway...todae band won the singin compeitition lohz...so shiok ritez...then step told me tt karyn owe them 1 month of sakae sushi...cos she said they al wil not win....hehez...so happi tat they won...aniwat i juz wished some1 whose b'dae is on 8th of anugust happi b;dae...so...its onli sk n mummy left to wish...hehez...so sianz...tml mum's b'dae stil need to go sch...bt its band so nvm...its worth it...hehez...
nth to write le...kekez...

TO MUM N SK...HAPPY BIRTHDAE!!!!!

LOVE BOB...BAND ROX!!!

yeah!!!happi b'dae singapore...happi b'dae mummi...

2004-08-05T21:36:00.000-07:00
heyz...national dae comin le...mum b'dae even nearer...there goes the same for sk...hehez...
todae was a fine dae....nth much happened...aft indi...i went to parkway wif li hui...may n yi jie...we took taxi there...hehez...we walked to mani places to buy the red shrit then in the end bought at ice lemon tee...hehez...my bought monkey 1...cos may wants the bunny 1...hahaz...actually...i lik goin out wif the CR pp...lik last time i went wif dyane n jess....then there was twice wif jing yi n mel...hahaz...its fun...
todae cass nv cum sch cos gt piano exam...hehez...bt its veri boring without her sittin beside me...tokin to me durin lessons...playin wif me...hehez...then may came to sit wif me for calligraphy...hahaz...actually...deedee is stil in gd terms wif us...i dun seem to mind goin wif her lik a few daes before...hahaz...maybe she leave us makes it easier for us to communicate...
yeah!!!we won our third match...for bb...so shiok...so happi...hui san is so cool...she can plae so well...hahaz...
haiz...duno wat to say le...nth much...

love bob...band rox...

im so sianz...im missin some1 badly...

2004-08-04T21:28:00.000-07:00
haiz...im missin some1 badly...bt im not sure whether missin *bOb* is wat caused me to feel lik cryin tat dae...i duno...i duno...im confused...i want to c *bOb* now...i wana noe how he is doin...i wana spend a whole dae wif him...bt i dun even noe where he is now...im missin him...haiz :(
todae went band again...bt i tink the seniors abit pissed off by us lehz...hahaz...cos they ji zhe qu combined then we were there lik...bothering them...hehez...
to nicholas, yao zhong n karyn: sori...hehez...
then steph so gd...she went baq to accompani us...then i went home wif mummy cos they came to fetch me...juz now durin eng...i marked yi jie's paper...then i wrote "si wu gui" all over...then he go complain to ms low...hehez...then ms low was lik...i noe he is 1 bt u shld hav kept it inside u...indirectly swan him also...hahaz...juz now gt tuition...finally nv do maths le...cos *sHe*brought some eng ws for me...so nice of her...hehez...tuition was fun...
now learnin tat wordbank ting...so sianz...cass no need to learn...she tml nv go sch...so shiok...
aniway...my eyes lik goin to close le...todae veri tired...duno y...stil gota learn then wordybanky...

love bob...
band rox...

duno lahz...

2004-08-02T20:50:00.000-07:00
todae gd or bad i also duno...deedee's out of *vEn*...she said she wana quit...then ask booboo to tel us then she is lik stickin to boo for the whole dae lohz...im frustrated bt abit confused also...cos i hav a feeling tat boo also feel the same as deedee...hahaz...nvm lahz...suan le...hehez...i gt gold for PFT...so happi...aniway...i tink todae not veri tirin lehz...2.4 more tiring...
didnt go band...i hope mr tay wont scld me...bt im tinking of borrowing the instru home so at least i can plae at nite...then its lik gt plae lahz...if not he scld me how...i veri scared...hope tt can get in on 13th...
i went home wif hui shan then she sent me the lame lame msg...veri funni 1...hehez...then dad came baq early...i regretted not callin him be4 i went home...shdl have asked him if he can drive me home so i can borrow bassoon...hahaz...then if i borrow bassoon then no need to stay back everydae...hehez...

chattin wif orbie now...kekez...
band rox!!!

todae is fine...hehez...

2004-07-31T21:27:00.000-07:00
hehez...todae gt band...so fun...gd ting is todae no drilling...cos of the photo taking...aiyo the 1st 1 hour was lik: national anthem.national anthem.national anthem.national anthem.national anthem.school anthem.national anthem.national anthem.national anthem...
then canot sit...hold the instru until my hand pain arhz...aiyo...bt it was fun lohz...tutorials was ok...i told mr tay tat i practised two daes then he was lik...the face turned black...sayin tat tt was not enough...hehez...bt i dun mind playing bassoon everydae...cos its realli fun lohz...todae gt pp cum n collect my instru...then i was lik ran all the way back to QM room n took the instru to the repair person...then mr tay was lik saying cui yin's instru also gt lots of sml lil prob...lik the needle drop out lahz...all tt...
aft band we went to sing post instead of tm...then the KFC person was lik so buey song lik tt...keep on staring at us...we lik apent abt $40 there lohz...then y she stil bu shuang...aiyo...then be4 we went there...we went to a bookshop wich was at the bubble tea shop there...then the man was lik followin us where ever we went lik we wil steal his tings lik tt...how can dey lik tt if they open shop...
aniway..gt lots of hw...so mayb not bloggin tml...bt i haven break the record of bloggin everydae...canot fang4 qi4...hehez...nvm lahz...work more impt...

love bob...
band rox!!!

yeah!!!todae quite happi...

2004-07-30T20:57:00.000-07:00
todae sch is okok...quite fun then ms low n mr ang nv cum...1st is the wang feng lao shi then physics gt tt malay cher...she pronounce "zero" as "zelo"...how funni...then she keep on saying ok fine.. lik not shuang lik tt...hehez...
aft sch gt maths quiz...sianz...i scared i fail lohz...haiz...nvm lahz...
tml aft we ogin to do IT PRO...actualy say go mpcc...then sing post...then now tm...cos cass wana but pencil case...n we wana take neoprint...bt i dun tink i hav enough miney...haven pay booboo...for the cookies...
went band juz now...cui yin came...hahaz...she injured her foot...then also gt lots of sec 4 seniors cum....todae they say mr wong gd mood...nv scld pp...juz now i plae german love song...then kang rong ask me when i wana go audition...i say next fri...then when the saxes trombones n i were abt to go tel mr wong...the sec 2 li hui told us tt fri onli gt half dae how to plae...then we were lik...yah horz...hahaz...then in the end change to fri the 13th...well it may turn out to be a lucky dae for all of us...it may not...haiz...juz hope tat it wil be a good dae lohz...
aniway went home wif melanie may n amanda...we played water lik siao zha boe lik tt...hehez...then we sang on the bus...so funni...aniway met xy on the bus also...
i lik goin home wif band pp...we always pick out the funni tings to tok abt...veri fun 1...hahaz...tml gt photo takin for band...i tink the recruits veri extra lik tt lehz...its lik...the main band members wear the uniform then we wear sch uniform...how we wished we gt into main band at the start...hahaz...[tis wont be true larz]
i dun feel lik doin hw so came to blog...hehez...

band rox!!!

haiz...onli substitutes...

2004-07-29T20:59:00.000-07:00
todae i found out tt deedee take us for substitutes as her frens...how idiotic lohz...she said tat ~~is her best fren...bt~~dun lik her tats y she mian qiang go wif us lohz...how can she treat us lik tt...its lik we all take her for veri good frens...its juz tt we dun lik it when she criticise us lohz...
she even told ##tat she dun mind if we kick her out...haiz...im so heatbroken... :[
todae had history pro presentation...then i tink we didnt do veri wel lohz...then i tink i did a veri great mistake...when xy asked me abt the probs we encountered...i told the pp abt the price of the newsletter :(then ms raj was lik so shocked...haiz...
to fantasy(except for qi min):sori horz...
juz wana tel u y i count qi min out...its becos she said tat our newsletter is rubbish...arghhhhhi hate her...she didnt even do aniting...she dun even noe how much effort we spent to do it...she dun even noe tt we had mani probs...
i noe tis is bad bt i wana say tat SHE SUX!!!
aniway to the bb match CRBN won!!!yeah so happi...its al thx to hui san lohz...tou jin so mani balls...hehez...

still missin bob...
love bob...
muackz...
aniway...juz gt some news fem kang rong...he say if canot get into main band by jan nxt year then canot go SYF..i hpoe can lehz...cos i wana have an experience..tis kind of ting seems to be once in a lifetime...hehez...
buaiz...
.

haiz...it wasnt our fault...

2004-07-28T20:22:00.000-07:00
todae...sth happened during PE lessons again...haiz...im not gona tok bout tt...
then tt SISSY went to complain to mdm ng n we al got scolded aft sch...so irritating...haiz...actuallly i tink it wasnt estelle's fault...tt SISSY started it 1st lohz...aiya...suan le suan le...
daddy juz told me tt his car brakes suddenly spoil juz now...then he was driving at a fast speed then suddenly canot brake...aiyo...i tot tt dae he juz went to repair...then now lik tt again...tt person anihow make 1...lik tt veri dangerous lohz...
haiz...todae not veri happi...probably cos of wat happened aft sch...teh grping ting...then **so bueh hiao bai lohz...suan le suan le...
bt im quite pissed off wif deedee...she always say i veri bossy lohz...how can she lik tt...she ownself kpo or bossi then its herself mah...y anihow say ppl...its lik pushin her own faults on me wan...she is always lik tt... :(

love bobby 4eva...im stil missin bob...
:[

i miss u...crying for u...

2004-07-27T20:16:00.000-07:00
yoz...i suddenly miss bob alot todae becos of a handout for eng lit...haiz...sianz...todae gt lots of work...hahaz...i juz ruin the disc yi jie helped me burned...i tore out the paper...hehez...then canot plae le...kekez...
aniway...i went band for about 2 hours sth todae...tml i tink i stil wana go...i finish alot of ting le bt haven finish...n also hav to go everydae mah...so i tink im goin tml...tt ^^ is lik so stupid lohz...me n cas made it so obvious she stil duno so dumb 1....aiyoz...suan le bah...im tinking of other ways...haiz...i realli miss bobby:(

OCEAN ROX!!!
BOBBY ROX!!!
BAND RULEZ!!!

loveya bob...mis ya bob...cum back bob...
im dying without ya...
muackz!!!

test!!!im out of time!!!

2004-07-26T05:20:00.000-07:00
haiz...tml i gt h.chi test...haven study then tt ms ang make us finish her maths by tml...juz now gt the stupid 2.4km run...hehez...
aniway...xy lost her fone...i tink gt pp steal cos i called her fone n it was lik off...
aniway...no time le...gota study...buaiz...

decision whther to ** or not**:yes...
bt now i dun feel lik...bt i have to...i tink its quite unfair to may in tis case...haiz...nvm...
NO CHOICE!!!

haiz...im not sure lehz...

2004-07-25T05:41:00.000-07:00
todae at least quite special...1st ting gt piano lesson...todae horz...ms huang's mood lik not veri good lik tt...gigi say the person be4 her was scolded lik siao...hahaz...heng not me...bt i tink MISS HUANG ROX!!!
aniway...yesterdae daddy saw gigi n orbie holding hands at wen shan's bbq...i tink daddy quite furious lohz...then todae keep on sayin neighbourhood sch no gd...then say too young to tan lian ai all tt lohz...haiz...nvm abt tt...
aft piano mic gota attend fren's b'dae party at MAC...so i went along n bought a meal...sat there wif gigi mummy n janice aunty...staring at the kids plae game...they all so damn cute lohz...then mic was lik sittin there so quiet...nv plae wif the other pp...i tink mostly becos she dun noe them well...
now im home...i juz finished wok n left wif the stupid irritating DNT research...
i suddenly realise tml i gt 2.4...
canot go band for indi wif amanda...so sianz...i wana go band tml!!!

hahaz....gtg to do research le...
shld we "sack" her???

life is boring...

2004-07-24T16:28:00.000-07:00
hehez...todae my swab stil haven cum out...mr tay spent abt two hour trying to get it out bt it didnt cum out...now hor...mr wong also noe le...kekez...then they are sending my bassoon for repair...then now im goin to use cui yin's bassoon...hahaz...then horz....mr tay say must everydae go plae my bassoon cos mr wong say he is tinking of havin a bassoon solo for nxt year SYF...then i tink he wants us to practice hard lohz...so he say everydae must plae bassoon for at least 1 hour...bt i dun tink i can do tt...nvm...i try lohz...
i went home wif may, jia qi n amanda juz now...then we were lik discussin tt she shld get in to main band as soon as possible...then we r goin to practice veri veri hard...we also goin to wait for may...hope tt she can do it lohz...bt she always say she canot she canot then say surely "sacked" by mr wong...hahaz...
TO MAY: you can do it!!!must have confidence!!!
juz now we went searching for block 665...finally found it...hahaz...two storeys 1 lehz...hahaz...jkjk...
erm...until now no new stories...

hope to get bassoon baq as soon as possible...haiz...

sianz...bad dae...

2004-07-23T20:54:00.000-07:00
todae so suey...first was IT lesson...we had to decide wat topic to do n blah blah blah...then lots of opinions abt the **ahem**...
then...durin CME...i quarrelled wif ** i tink i was aibt harsh lohz...bt...cant do aniting now...n erm...some things i cant say...ok...here is how it went:
she pushed the paper here then i sort of threw back to her then she started the fuss...then she said the F*****...then i said sth back then she said B****...so rude lohz...bti i dun care...we also pulled in the venus venus ting...then she say as if she wana join us lik tt...haiz...watever lohz...theres nth i can do...
ok enough of tt...
i went to band for indi...i have to practice the german love song lohz...tml mr wong wana hear...i also duno y...suddenly valentino told me tt i need to plae for mr wong then he said my name was the onli name on the paper...he then show me the paper...i was lik SHOCKED...
then i went baq to clas n si min gave me a paper...she say id kang rong ask her to guv me 1...it was the one valentino showed me...aiyo...its lik so dui lian wif my name in block letters on the paper lohz...nvm...baq to band...
i practiced frm 2.30 to 5...then decided to go home...i actuallly dun wana swab 1...then i tink better swab if not tml plae tt time the sound funny funny...then i swab the wing joint then suddenly...i couldn't pull it out...i saw jia qi n i complained to her tt it was stucked...we started pullin then duno y it ended up tt yee wen n xiang ting they all also came...even fah jin n hong ting help lohz...then we lik playin tuf of war...they pull pull pull the the swab broke then continue to pull n it ended up wif hong ting n han ming...they were lik so funni pullin the basson lohz...bt in the end it was still stucked...then at 5.40...han ming asked me to keep the bassoon...then i keep lohz...wait for cui yin to cum tml...
aiya...so guilty...they pull the ting until all of them complain the hand pain...
then i go home wif amanda may jia qi n wendy...
its quite fun havin wendy wif us when we go home lohz...
i lik listening to her tellin us tings...its always veri resonable...
i found out tt fah jin lives at block 665...hahaz...amanda tell me 1...
aft all todae not veri veri bad lahz...had a lil bit of fun...better then nth...